“If you believe in something, so that’s like God, eventually you start to feel it or start to feel like you have some sort of relationship, and generally I find myself wanting to trust in God, and good things often happen [when I do]. And also [if] worse comes to worst, [I can just say] ‘oh no it was all for nothing, I just lived a good happy life.’ It seems like some pretty good plus sides to me and not a lot of drawbacks.”